“When you trip over love, it is easy to get up. But when you fall in love, it is impossible to stand again.” -Albert Einstein I’m crawling. Boiling. Seething. Asking Jesus for just one more chance. “I’ll never lift another one, I swear.” Disease sets in. Will I ever get what I want? Will I ever know what I want? I want the ultimate pat on the back. “You made it through, here’s release, congrats.” Forget. Die. Live.